Why does people likes to being a busy body????why do they want to know so much what happens behind our closed doors?why?why...can't they just mind their own business???isk...isk..isk..
It sucks to be a centre of somebody's life!! and I'm the one person who hate making last minute arrangements..I'm not hard to control as long as a person handle me right.
There!!! I rest my case.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
HILANG MOOOOD
An old friend called.We talked for almost an hour. The thing is..I could not remember what we were talking about or maybe I wish it to go away...Really! at first the conversation went smoothly,there are laughter,just like the good old days, but then suddenly a subject came out unpredictable.
She was asking how my half sister's doing?my half sisters????I told her I dont know and I dont care!!! but she's acting as reminder to me macam councillor la pulak.."eh you kena ambil tahu,it's your sisters as well"..my God. I felt the whole world collapsed around me.Who did she think she is?telling me to think of someone who have grabed the love of our LOVED ones....senang nye....!!!!
I dont feel like continuing that conversation anymore..not any more!!and if her phone number came out on the screen.I shall not answer! I gave an excuse that I have to go. Someone's at the door. The END.
She was asking how my half sister's doing?my half sisters????I told her I dont know and I dont care!!! but she's acting as reminder to me macam councillor la pulak.."eh you kena ambil tahu,it's your sisters as well"..my God. I felt the whole world collapsed around me.Who did she think she is?telling me to think of someone who have grabed the love of our LOVED ones....senang nye....!!!!
I dont feel like continuing that conversation anymore..not any more!!and if her phone number came out on the screen.I shall not answer! I gave an excuse that I have to go. Someone's at the door. The END.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
WOMEN AND CHILDREN
The women in my life have been a huge influence in making who I am today..is...my mother and my daughter....
One day you thought you have done your best of bringing up your own children,but...when they grew up and have their own IDEAS of what they wanted to be...you are out of the picture!...
Being with when they were young ones...will always be a special occasion to me...
One day you thought you have done your best of bringing up your own children,but...when they grew up and have their own IDEAS of what they wanted to be...you are out of the picture!...
Being with when they were young ones...will always be a special occasion to me...
TOP OF THE WORLD 2
I thought I was getting somewhere but the truth is I was still nowhere...not close enough hmmmm...but then I saw the lights..yes..the lights of the security post..Yes! I'm almost at the top of the world ( eh..not really it's just Bukit Rawang Perdana hehehe )
After much sweat...
Finally....I'm there!
TOP OF THE WORLD
Everytime when I walked to the top of the hill I
say to myself..okay..this is it..until the security post cukup lah..than I must walk down but..when I reaches the security post the semangat of reaching on top of the hill suddenly membuak-buak in me...
This picture showed that I'm almost reaching at the security post...almoooost....haaah!
say to myself..okay..this is it..until the security post cukup lah..than I must walk down but..when I reaches the security post the semangat of reaching on top of the hill suddenly membuak-buak in me...
This picture showed that I'm almost reaching at the security post...almoooost....haaah!
HUNGER
The house was quiet.
Outside,
the birds serenaded the lowering sun.
There was nothing but that one moment....
I love cooking but it sucks if I cook only for one person..
So..I hang back the pan..
and took a bus to town....
The smells of dhal and curry...
The Rendang and asam pedas tenggiri
McD'sss and KFC'ssss
My stomach became greedy..
everything I want to be in me...
Outside,
the birds serenaded the lowering sun.
There was nothing but that one moment....
I love cooking but it sucks if I cook only for one person..
So..I hang back the pan..
and took a bus to town....
The smells of dhal and curry...
The Rendang and asam pedas tenggiri
McD'sss and KFC'ssss
My stomach became greedy..
everything I want to be in me...
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
THE BATTLE OF THE GRANNY's
Last week my sis called.As always,we would greet each other,talk about our family and our life..I asked how's her grandchildren doing? and then..her story begin...
My sister lost her son two years ago.He's the eldest among 7 siblings and a wonderful person. His job needs him to travel a lot and that one particular day..he met with an accident that took his life away. He was married for only 5 months and leaves a young pregnant wife.His death was a blow to everyone in the family.Both father (deceased) and son (now he's almost 2years old) would never know each other.
Sometime my sis and her hubby would visit his daughter in law (former) and took their grandson into town for trips and treats. Grandson would love to eat ice cream and fast food,grandma and granddad would buy toys and some new clothes untuk cucunya iteww. It all went well untill her former daughter in law remarried.
Well,my sister former in-laws starts to have the change of heart. From the good in laws they became the out-laws. Recently they went to visit the grandson,the former in-law would not even let the boy's grand parents ( my sister and her hubby ) to talk to him or then again to let them takes him out for jalan-jalan and makan angin...
Yang bestnye pulak tu...my sis out-law kata kalau nak tengok cucu mereka tu kena bagi duit seribu dulu...aiik..apa nak jadi nie? sampai bertikam lidah pulak tu...fulamak...ini macam pun ada...alahai....
My sister lost her son two years ago.He's the eldest among 7 siblings and a wonderful person. His job needs him to travel a lot and that one particular day..he met with an accident that took his life away. He was married for only 5 months and leaves a young pregnant wife.His death was a blow to everyone in the family.Both father (deceased) and son (now he's almost 2years old) would never know each other.
Sometime my sis and her hubby would visit his daughter in law (former) and took their grandson into town for trips and treats. Grandson would love to eat ice cream and fast food,grandma and granddad would buy toys and some new clothes untuk cucunya iteww. It all went well untill her former daughter in law remarried.
Well,my sister former in-laws starts to have the change of heart. From the good in laws they became the out-laws. Recently they went to visit the grandson,the former in-law would not even let the boy's grand parents ( my sister and her hubby ) to talk to him or then again to let them takes him out for jalan-jalan and makan angin...
Yang bestnye pulak tu...my sis out-law kata kalau nak tengok cucu mereka tu kena bagi duit seribu dulu...aiik..apa nak jadi nie? sampai bertikam lidah pulak tu...fulamak...ini macam pun ada...alahai....
People could change easily...somehow my sister and her hubby managed to be adult enough to be polite and not to drag anyone else into their battles.
It certainly wouldn't be an easy or happy situation anymore for my sister and hubby..but life has to go on....
Thursday, January 7, 2010
THE CIRCLE OF LIFE AND THAT FEELINGS
Some people define success differently.They measure success by the size of salary,the number and kind of properties and vehicles one owns,and the amount of shares or fund one has.
I see success as having the opportunity to do what I am interested in and what means the most to me at a point of my life.
I didn't have much in common with those around me.When my women friend talked about shopping for clothes,I sat thinking about my children. No one seemed to understand me. I could understand their points of view but I couldn't think like them. They were all pretty boring or I am a boring person to them....
Since I became a homemaker, I left many circles of friends because I didn't fit in. Very few understood but are they being realistic?or just to make me happy.
I look at myself in the mirror and see a woman very different from the one I looked thirty years ago.
I smile at the women in the mirror and she smiles back at me. I feel comfortable with what I see and feel comfortable with my life now as it is...Thank you GOD,Thank you ALLAH..
Alhamdulilah....
I see success as having the opportunity to do what I am interested in and what means the most to me at a point of my life.
I didn't have much in common with those around me.When my women friend talked about shopping for clothes,I sat thinking about my children. No one seemed to understand me. I could understand their points of view but I couldn't think like them. They were all pretty boring or I am a boring person to them....
Since I became a homemaker, I left many circles of friends because I didn't fit in. Very few understood but are they being realistic?or just to make me happy.
I look at myself in the mirror and see a woman very different from the one I looked thirty years ago.
I smile at the women in the mirror and she smiles back at me. I feel comfortable with what I see and feel comfortable with my life now as it is...Thank you GOD,Thank you ALLAH..
Alhamdulilah....
PAID TV
While waiting for CSI Miami might as well write something in my blog.TV keep repeating the same show and it's frustrating.I dont know when are they going to start to air the new season of The McCleod's Daughters,The Leverage,Numbers,Shark. There are many great movies and drama out there but.....
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